Kaja, 17, France/Norway



restlessness is me, you see
it´s hard to be safe
it´s difficult to be happy

it´s the changing of the seasons
he says ”I need them”
I guess I’m too Scandinavian
the relief of spring
intoxication of summer rain
the clearness of fall
how winter makes me reconsider it all

What’s really bothering me is that I live in this beautiful, amazing country and I don’t get to see it as much as I want to. I live two hours away from the prettiest city in the world and I hate not being there everyday. I’m stuck in this sweet town that I can’t bring myself to love, and I hate it. There is so much beauty just minutes away but I’m alone, I don’t have a car, or time or money. I just want to get out of here, to see something different, I feel so horribly limited.

The paradox of it all is that I came here to explore more and now I just feel more stuck than ever

9/1/2012 ─ 7 notes